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About MaxKohanzad

Version 1:

When I was five, driving past a tall Jewish man waiting at a bus stop in Seven Sisters (London), I asked my mum if I could be a rabbi when I grew up. She looked at me through the car mirror, as she was driving, and said in a slightly worried and puzzled tone ‘yes whatever makes you happy, but have you maybe thought about a career as fireman, or a police man?’

As it happened I did eventually train to be a rabbi, but things at the rabbinical college didn’t turn out exactly as I’d expected and just before the final exams I made a decision to leave the seminary and take the bold steps on my own path to spiritual enlightenment.

I went to New York and then Israel and met with a few special Kabbalists in Jerusalem, who helped to open my eyes and I eventually found myself writing a doctorate in Hasidism, Kabbalah and Jewish Mysticism.

Once when I was in New York City, and on the edge of as yet unknown mystical realisation, in the midst of this semi-cognisant rapture, I was ask to introduce myself, slightly bemused, and unaware of the potential profundity ushering from my lips, I described myself as ‘pseudo-mystic’, and I believe it is an honest and apt description.

As a self declared ‘pseudo-mystic’ I’m always playing with the edges of my conscious reality, attempting to touch the divine in my everyday, exploring the infinite possibilities of experiencing heaven on earth, discovering the wondrous incandescence of my soul, yet still aware of the limitations of being a little furry animal spinning on this tiny planet in some distant corner of the Milky Way. So therefore never so utterly full of myself to say that I have achieved enlightenment and call myself a fully-blown mystic.

However, in my defence, it is that certain element of self-doubt that is the sign of a ‘pseudo-mystic’, their head always ever-so-slightly bowed in the acknowledgement of their own unknowing.

The corners of their being unravelled in the bewildered complexity of their own semi-enlightened state, lost somewhere between enchantment and rapture, love and awe, between loosing oneself and discovering it in the most unpredictable places.

You can always see the fake wanna-be grand masters asserting that they indeed are more humble than another ‘masters’, at times shouting ‘I’m more of a Nothing than you are!’ and in a funny way, they are probably right!

But one thing I wanna tell you from the start and let's get this very clear, in case you mistakenly confuse me for your mum, dad or teacher at school – there is a difference – one big thing which distinguishes any of your previous teachers from me and that is that I seriously believe that:

I can't teach you anything!

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Version 2:

At the age of five I was asked what I wanted to be when I grow up? With slight shock and amusement to those listening I answered ‘A Rabbi!’

I wasn’t entirely sure why I did want to become a Rabbi, as, at the time, my family was not particularly observant, despite them being nominally Jewish.

However, throughout my life I felt a strange but compelling desire to thoroughly embrace the study and observance of my Jewish faith and heritage.

Aged seventeen, following this call and much to the dismay of my leftwing socialist family I left home and enrolled to become an Orthodox Rabbi at the Rabbinical College of America in New Jersey.

I was to eventually study at and a number of its satellite institutions both in the US and in Israel, and in time I received my first degree from that organization.

However, approximately six months before I was due to be ordained, I started to have serious theological and philosophical doubts.

These questions were not one’s that I as a naive and enthusiastic believer would have discovered independently, they were only due to the increase exposure to Jewish theological and mystical teachings.

I was duly concerned and sought the advice of a number of Rabbis – however, none of them were able to answer my questions and one even lamented and agreed with me that they were in fact real questions.

I decided not to continue my ordination, as I did not want to pretend to a representative of something that I had doubts in or did not actually believe in.

I decided to seek out other minds to discuss my ideas and questions with.

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Version 3:

Max Kohanzad originally trained to be a rabbi and was the resident scholar
at the Mayanot Institute in Jerusalem before graduating from Rabbinical
College of America in 1998.


He then went on to complete an MA in Jewish Studies in 2000 at the
University of Manchester and has since studied for a PhD in Religion
and Theology.


Whist completing his studies Max discovered that many of the ideas he
uncovered in his research could be practically and successfully applied
to real-life situations, with great results.


Max became interested in Life Coaching and completed his apprenticeship
under Jane Howitt a UK accredited Life Coach and became a practicing
Life Coach in the summer of 2000.

Max now carries out a variety of coaching styles for a number of groups -


• Business Coaching and Mentoring with entrepreneurs, business owners, managers and directors.

• Performance Coaching with artists, opera singers and performers.

• Career Coaching with other professionals wanting to change jobs, or
just move up the employment ladder.

• Crisis Coaching for people in quarter or midlife crisis.

• More recently he has been a spiritual adviser and mentor for several
clients wanting to enrich their lives with more meaning and purpose.

At the same time as writing his PhD and becoming a Life Coach Max
enrolled in an Undergraduate Degree in Visual Art at the University of
Salford and in 2003 graduated with a BA (Hons).


Max has worked with the Princess Trust youth volunteer programme
providing life coaching training and services to young people in Salford.
Max also regularly coaches Trainee Coaches and helps them set up their
coaching business.


Max writes a regular advice column in NE Magazine, providing practical
Life Coaching help and advice to entrepreneurs.


Max is the Director of an executive personal development training
organisation called One Think Space.


Max is also the current Secretary of a Nationwide Counselling and
Training organisation called Talking Matters Association and has
been a member of the Trustees since its start.

Personal Statement

There is a clear advantage in being a creative, lateral thinker, having
the imagination, analytical tools and ability to view any given situation
from several, entirely different perspectives; also having the capacity
to truly listen, empathise, and successfully communicate with a wide
spectrum of people.


I believe that my rich, diverse, life-experiences and unconventional
background have encouraged and fostered these and many other
important skills for life coaching.


I believe that everyone is unique and has something extra-ordinary
to contribute to Life and that everyone, no matter their situation
can find meaning and happiness.

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Language Interpretation & Abstraction in Rabbinic thought - Part 1

Rough Draft - (work in progress) [and would apprechiate any feedback]

I've been pondering stuff to do with language, interpretation and abstraction with regards to rabbinical interpretation of biblical texts.

For Contemporary Judaism the Mishna, Talmud and more recent codifiers of Talmudic law strongly define the nature of religious thought, life and practise.

There is a culture that saturates Orthodoxy which honours and glorifies the rabbis of old. It matters only marginally how long they have been dead, it matters more how accomplished, devout and esteemed they are remembered and recognised to have been.

This culture is very selective about the nature of any criticism pointed towards any rabbi or indeed any logic, hermeneutical rule they may or may not have used to interpret the biblical or other text and its impact on actual religious observance.

There are far too many elements to describe accurately the nature of this culture and far too many issues to aim criticism at, to fairly give them all the attention they need to be described within their larger societal context.

The one point that I would like to focus and aim my criticism at is the prevalent use of abstraction throughout Rabbinic thought and interpretation.

One may argue that by definition ‘all thought is abstract’ and therefore any discussion and interpretation of text, that is anything but absolutely literal, is going to by necessity need to employ abstraction to sensibly interpret the text.

There are different approaches to the interpretation of any text, but with a text of greater significance it’s ‘correct’ interpretation becomes increasingly important.

A simple example might be, a piece of text in a Health and Safety handbook. It needs to speak to it potential audience in a way that communicates clearly and precisely, where there is little room for ambiguity and overly abstract interpretation that may in fact lead inaccurate medical treatments or first aid procedures.

So there is a responsibility on the author of any given text to communicate effectively whether this be in a style that allows for clear and literal interpretation or a more ambiguous, open ended and multiple interpretation, and many varieties in between.

But there is also a responsibility on the reader to judge accurately the nature of the text and choose the interpretation and response that is appropriate. This choice depends largely on what the reader wants to get from the text.

It is this dependency on the readers own personal and cultural worldview that leads to a variety of possible interpretations of any one given text.

However it is the actual worldview and choice of interpretational styles of the Talmudic characters that both puzzles and interests me.

The Bible is the primary text that the Mishnahic and Talmudic discussion use as their source text.

But if I may continue, my interest comes in part from my current religious irritation. The biblical text Deuteronomy 6:4–9 the ‘Shema’ speaks of the Oneness of God and the commandment to Love God with all your souls, hearts and being etc…

However the Mishnah and Talmud which uses the Mishnah as it’s core text seems to be more interested in the technicalities of actually when, where and how one is obliged to utter the ‘Shema’.

The original text as I understand says;

“Listen Israel, God Yourgod God is one!
And you shall love God Yourgod with all your hearts, with all your souls and with all your being. And these things, which I command you this day, (put them) on your heart, repeat them to your children, and speak about them when you sit in your house, and when you travel on the way and when you go to sleep and when you wake up. Bind them that they shall be on your hands and they shall be a meditation between your eyes.”

And just in case the reader was not sure of what the intention of the author of the bible means, the second paragraph continues:

“And behold if you listen, you will hear the commandments that I command you (plural) this day to love God Yourgod and serve, with all your hearts, with all your souls.”

For me it is obvious that the main commandment and content of the text is asking it’s audience to Love and to Serve God Yourgod with all of their hearts, souls etc…

However and this is where it gets interesting, the authors of the Mishna and the Talmud don’t seem to focus on the poetic and inspirational element of the biblical text but rather on its prescriptive, formulaic and utilitarian directives.

The classical discussion in the Talmud (Mas. Berachoth 10b) focuses exclusively on the second to last line of the first paragraph.

“and when you go to sleep and when you wake up.”

See here for the text http://www.jewcy.com/node/11468#

Beit Hillel and Shammi seem to be arguing on the when and how of saying the ‘Shema’.

They both implicitly agree that it is a biblical command to say it – although ‘saying the Shema’ isn’t a clear directive from the text as far as I’m aware. In fact later on the Talmud a rabbi says that there is not biblical commandment to say the formal words of the Shema, but rather the text was referring to the entire Torah, which Moses had repeated that day as seen the preceding Deuteronomy text.

The point that I’m interested in, is why the rabbis and editors of both the Talmud and Mishah, chose to interpret and understand this clearly inspirational text as merely a formulaic directive to repeat it, and why they chose to focus on whether or not one stands or lies-down in the morning or evening etc…

Clearly they saw the text as being something like an instruction manual and not a work of inspiration.

But in doing so, they actually ignore and seem to miss the entire message in the text.

Obviously there are problems with my assumptions, firstly that the text existed in its current format in the time of the Mishna?

Also logically, if they understand the text to be a proscriptive direction of how and when to say the Shema, and nothing to do with Loving God, why do they ignore the direction; “speak about them when you sit in your house, and when you travel on the way”. And abstract that particular directive ‘away’, because it doesn’t seem practical to focus on exclusively on the Shema and also sit in your house or walk by the way?

My problem is that I don’t understand what type of intellectual culture and philosophy of interpretation would make sense of such an outcome? To move from a work of inspiration and learn something within that text which is so utterly devoid of inspiration but fully of prescription?

The only idea that I have come up with is that the culture of rabbinic Judaism as we have it documented seems almost obsessed with the details and at times looses sight of the bigger picture. This I am told was one of Jesus’ arguments with the Pharisees.

It feels that in the above example of the Shema that the rabbis involved in the discussion and by default much of the Mishna and Talmud must have been written and populated by the ancient version of today’s lawyers and accountants.

It is all about the law, to such an abstracted extent that the internal logics of rabbinic law not only interpret biblical text but make redundant laws that are explicit within the biblical text or they make halachically prescriptive laws which those allusions to are at best vague and in most cases completely lacking any biblical source and rather conform to a prevalent societal belief or mythology.


USER BLOG
A Psalm by a Messiah

Huge amounts of information
Not at all to do with me
All this stuff speaks alienation
All I want is to be free
Sense the time has come again
To sail away to another land
To fix my sights on inner peace
To feel its beach
Walk through the sand
Rights have wronged
Again in time
That is what I am
God is my body and my mind
Waking like a Gnostic redeemer
I bring the due of salvation
It is not something that is new
But stuff you know and always did
That rhyme and reason have fallen
And being has taken it’s place
Ahh to breathe of this realisation
To taste the flesh in my heart
This is a psalm
One that has no parts


USER BLOG
Why do I come back to Jewcy?

I've got no idea!! I really don't feel that there is anyone to talk to here - so even more reason to find an alternative community to ATCUALLY have real talks with.

The arty / anxed/ aternative/ bullocks/ cultural/ cynicism/ doesn't engender future happiness in me - which means once again i'm saying that JEWCY really isn't working for me.

I'm slipping away slowly, as i did with xlubi, jewschool, rishus and seven fat cows, i'm just getting board by the whole zine, it's old and tiering,


USER BLOG
just a note to myself

 please don't talk to brick walls because you
only do even more damage to your very sensitive head - may God Help
you! Aachoo!

also time! and also think about the edges of the
universe! and also think for a moment about where you see! think also
about who is it that is seeing - what is seeing? etc... continue till
head hurts a little -

also remeber to let go of any residual tention

also get your head around time (again)

also don't worry that people might think your mad - they thought Neitzech was too!


USER BLOG
Peace and Blessings

Blessings are metered by OUR ability to receive, not the Universes ability to give. It’s almost like, the Universe would like to give us everything but it is us that says no.

In some sense, as a friend suggested, sometimes it’s our ‘personality’ which gets in the way of blessings. And that, sometimes we need to let go of our selves, put our sense of ‘Self’ to one side to simply allow God’s blessings into our lives.