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by Mark Sarvas, September 18, 2007 |
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I was recently called on the carpet by a Bel Air cantor when I told him that, despite my atheism, I still fasted on Yom Kippur. He asked why and, after some hemming and hawing that had to do with the memory of my deceased relatives, he said, "So you do it to feel good about yourself." The lesson being, for me, at least, that when it comes to atoning, motives count. I suspect I won't fast this year, but I might spend the day in the company of some more deeply felt literary atoners.
| Disgrace, J.M. Coetzee (1999) – Coetzee's masterpiece, which won him his second Booker Prize, concerns itself with Professor David Lurie's fall from grace following an affair with a student. But the heart of the book is its meditation on responsibility and redress for the years of brutal apartheid rule. When his daughter Lucy is raped by black attackers, she comes to view the attack as "the price for staying on," and opts to have the baby and give up her farm. An unrelenting, unforgettable novel. |
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Mark Sarvas is the host of the literary blog The Elegant Variation. |
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A cantor talked you out of doing a mitzvah??? Is that what you meant? Judaism is interested in motivation, but emphasizes that mere DOING is valid. The cantor had a Christian viewpoint; that faith, not works, is what counts. The heck with him. Fast, thou. Just do it, and the Big Fancy Meaning will gradually come, if you want it, and work for it. It's not, like, 'I passed, and now I am a lawyer'. A Jew is always developing. A Jew is never finished. Every Jew, even the highest and the holiest, has ups and downs of faith. Shabbat Shalom. You sound like a good Jew! Careful whom you talk to!